There's no guarantee.
I could die tomorrow and none of you would know. About twenty people would notice. So, does it matter?
I should install Office 2000 on my puter. I haven't done it because I'm lazy. It's too mcuh for me to install one piece of shareware that practically installs itself.
So?
Doesn't that
mean I'm meaningless? Doesn't it make me rather useless to have
around.
The society thinks so. I'm not productive.
You know, I've
read George Bush's and some other candidate's opinions on the
local newspaper. They both basically say that the usa has to take
care of the world (because no one else can).
Somehow I always thought the movies like Armageddon where no one
does anything but Usa weren't real. I didn't think anyone really
would think that way.
So, yes, I was blind.
I'm pretty sure
I don't understand anything anymore.
It feels like no one's thinking anymore.
It's like I was
in the middle of the most imaginative sci-fi novel sometimes.
Sometimes I hope I was because that wouldn't be real.