Perhaps.
I don't know.
I don't know if I can.
I don't know if I want to.

I shall be away. Of course. I shall be me.
Perhaps I'll talk to someone. Perhaps not.
I'm not built like they, it feels like that sometimes.
It feels like I was something... [I don't know].

I don't feel like anything. I don't feel like

I feel sharp.
I feel razor-sharp.

I am not that, of course. I am nothing. I must be nothing. I want to be nothing.

One of my friends was presumably raped when she was 14. I say presumably because she wasn't sure. She had been too drunk to remember. However, it's hardly likely that nothing had happened because she woke up in his bed.

I am
a good girl.
I am.

I am so terrified of my pain
I know you won't pronounce me innocent.