4.5.2000
I wrote whining on how there's no point in anything but I decided to delete it. Everyone's heard it million times before.
Instead, I went to see Girl, interrupted. It was the closing night so I had to see it even if the tickets were on sale (which meant that the movie theatre was full of giggling 15-year-olds). I really liked it despite the continuing giggling. I managed to amuse myself thinking all of them strapped up in straitjackets. The growd looked much better that way. Thank god for vivid imagination :)
The last movie I saw upset me terribly but this one didn't although I was afraid it might. The only thing that got on me was the image of the cuts in the arm of one of the girls but it was over pretty quickly. The cuts looked so real. I'm always amazed how well they mask those things.
I felt really good when I got out
of there. Sometimes that happens. It just makes me happy,
probably because I got away for a while. I took a walk around the
town and sat in the beach for a while. The sun had just set so it
was getting dark. Anyway, when I had gotten up and turned back
home I saw the most amazing shooting star. It was bright and huge
and it faded quite quickly. If it wasn't a shooting star, I've
now seen an ufo. I've never seen a shooting star that big and
bright.
So that made me even happier :)