4.4.2000
I'm watching Ally. The
episode where she and Ling kiss.
And I don't know, the prejudices all the people seem to have
there are completely strange to me. There's nothing wrong with
kissing a woman, or men kissing, or sado-macho. It's possible to
accept things without wanting to do them or doing them. I don't
want to be spanker or a spankee but there's nothing initially
wrong with that. And there seems to be a lot of people who think
it's disgusting to kiss a person of the same sex. And I don't
think it is, at all.
I always forget that there are some people who think it's horrible and inappropriate and against the laws of nature or something. I forget that it's somehow weird and disgusting to some. I've never understood what there is to that that's so condemning. And I'm always surprised to find out there are people, like my parents, who'd probably have a heart-attack if someone suggested sado-macho to them.
In some ways, I consider
some kind of sexual 'perversions' to be more normal than 'normal'
sex. It's hard to imagine anyone having 'normal' sex nowadays
anymore. I've gotten to know too many 'perverted' people, I guess.
And I don't like sex anyway…
The sick sad world… I need to put that as a title some day, I love that sentence.
One thing. Two things,
actually. I'd like to have proper sex before I die. And I'd like
to fall in love.
(One can always hope.)