2001-10-16 So. Self-injury is just a coping mechanism. Who ever dared to doubt that? (Why is it that always when I think something might actually be worthwile, everything crashes down, and I end up being more miserable than I was before?) (Should I or should I not go to the hospital?) (Do you think escapism is just a way of living, or is it harmful and horrible? And if so, what does it matter?) (In order to live happily, for at least some moments, I should probably know I'm going to die very soon.) (Why is it that jumping out of the window feels too final, when all I want is an end for this?) (Do I really want an end for this? Your opinion, please.) (Should I now live like I never lived before or die like I never died before?) (What good does forgetting do?) (I'm tired of being always so cold.) | older aion spindrift e-mail my profile diaryland.com