2001-04-13 Hi. It's been a while. Every year I go through a period during which I absolutely hate the internet. There's no proper reason for that, I just do. So I haven't bothered with it lately. Hospital's the same as always. I'm supposed to start going to some youth group or other next week. We'll cook and paint and stuff like that. It sounds horrifying, but I guess I'll manage. I have to manage because it's my chance of getting out of hospital. If I can't cope with the group they'll transfer me to ward A8, which is for completely helpless people who can't even cook potatoes. I don't want to go there, I want to get out of the hospital. I still haven't decided what I'll do when I'll get out, but I'm not going to continue studying. University isn't the place for me, I think I'd enjoy doing something else. There's not much else to say. | older aion spindrift e-mail my profile diaryland.com