2001-10-08 I've got to tell her what I'm planning. I'll do nothing for two weeks, and if it's still the same situation, I'm going to tell her, I promise and she'll help me through it. If it's hospital once again, so be it. Anything to get me through this. (I only wish I didn't know I'm going to change my mind about telling her tomorrow.) This is panic, yeah. But it might, it just might turn out fine. If I just... let myself do this. If I let myself talk about it. | older aion spindrift e-mail my profile diaryland.com