2001-08-01 So yeah. I'm really tired now and I don't think I'm going to go to that church thing afterall. The meeting with the shrink-person went horribly wrong (or at least it felt like that). Yeah, of course she made me cry. I hate it when that happens, and I was going to buy some razor blades but I decided against it. Bought some food though. And ice-cream. Now I just want to sleep. I hate being alive. It hurts too much. It's too much. I'm going to write more later on. | older aion spindrift e-mail my profile diaryland.com