Love words Scribbled down on Saturday, 20 August 2005 8:47:04 AM
This thread was started on the group. And as I don't write over there (I don't find myself worthy to), I will answer all the questions over here, where it's safer. I walked down town with a small booknote a friend gave to me before she left to her country (she has so many cute drawings in it) and pen, writing all the beautiful names I were once called. The bad ones are always the most. All the pretty names I were ever called: Liar, ungrateful, doubtful, tormented, depressed, lonely, unsure, negative, pessimistic, changeable, untrustworthy, disloyal, betrayer, immature, selfish, stupid, silent, dishonest, brutal, bad-mouthed, anti-social, self-absorbed, dirty, filthy, boring, two-faced, inconsiderate, greedy, gluttonous, ugly, superficial, immoral, sad, hurtful, slow, low, depended, obsessive, wimp, boy, fucked, judgemental, idiot, whore, bitch, lesbian, lazy, indifferent, hard, cold, cold-hearted, black-hearted, heartless, evil livered, gay, cry baby, handicapped, hypocrital, catty, insensitive, rude, demon, avoidant, annoying, bad company, self-centered, egoistic, clingy, complaining, distant, donkey, pig, cheap, crazy, shameless, angry, street whore, brainless, horny, coward, old whore, on heat, cunt, beast, cruel, animal, nigger, weird, perfectionistic, picky, grumpy, introverted, dramaqueen, daring, possessed, limped, stinky, ignorant, abuser, demanding, poser, pert, terrible, fucker, lip-puller, dead spirited, bad attitude, angered, moron, big whore, tiresome, dull, intolerant, dead, spoilt, nasty, burdensome, strict, malicious. There are more but I can't translate all of them in English. They all sound 'cruel' all together as I'm not all of them. My mother is also the one who seems to be the most creative in calling me names. I can now see how abusive all these words have been to me and how hurt I feel rereading some of them back.

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