Stealing someone's thought... I can't help it Scribbled down on Sunday, 2 October 2005 13:37:02 PM
Firstly, I didn't write this. I just think this person pictured my thoughts and feelings so well. I'm bad at this. So now I'm stealing their words in secret to not forget certain layers of myself. Everyday I feel fatigued, Im in pain from this wound, I have painfull hips and back due to Arthritus that was no doubt brought on by the large doses of steriods I have taken over the years to combat my ilness. What is this all about? I know many people live lives full of pain like me with no cure, all we face is daily routines of pain and repetitive nonsense? hmmmmm.... The news on tv is filled with BAD news isnt it? murders, rapes, natural disasters, is anyone happy these days ? *realy* even people who are well im sure must question the real purpose in life? what is our purpose ? we seem to be simply folowing routines all of us , just different ones to each other, but never the less it is routines. What is the reason for this life? what is it for? some say the world will end soon , I can only hope this is true, it seems the world right now is driven by material gain, greed, and other simular shallow desires? can this realy be our true purpose? to fill our lives with more and more material items , does this makes us happy *realy* ? or are we being brainwashed to follow a path that is so far out of touch with something *real* its not even funny? Todays society is becoming more and more *everyone for themselfs* people realy dont care about others anymore do they? you hear things about people being beat to death, or stabbed tp death INFRONT of people who refused to help or simply walked by pretending nothing was happening? this is another sign of the world today. Are you happy? you reading this? if you are tell me WHY as I see no reason to be happy? I see people fooling themselfs, and following like sheep into the oblivion of materialism and shallowness, what happened to *real things* I see no purpose to this Life, I see a mindless routine that holds no real value or real meaning, with no real end result apart from death? what was it all for?

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