Part 1

My mom and I were in the toilet.
She was asking me why I did not cut myself yet.
I said, wait, not yet. I'm going to do it soon enough.
I used a blade and did it on my right hand. Very very deep.
I can see bone and there was a lot of blood. Blood everywhere.


Part 2

Paul came to Singapore.
We met on a grassy green lawn that is slightly inclined like a very mini hill.
He wanted to take me away.
I said, No, we can't because it is cold.
Paul followed me home.
It was late at night because I took Paul to the beach in the day.
My house is narrow with two storeys, like WJ's house.
I kept saying shhh but Paul talked a bit and my parents woke up and asked him some questions, "Are you Eileen's friend."
It was so strange.