# じごくです

## Saturday, May 16, 2015

## When I am gone

Dedicated to my parents, after my departure from Planet Earth

It's not my fault I didn't choose to be born
It's not your fault either so you don't have to mourn
It's something which both parties long knew
It has happened and I don't blame you
You might not realize but I was on my own
Through the journey of life I walked alone
You didn't like my attitude but I wasn't being rude
The stakes were too high to let you intrude
In my heart I knew you also had it rough
So I made my leave 'cos all this is enough
You draped me with an acid-soaked rug
When I need understanding like a drug
I don't know, maybe it's in our blood
But your words drowned me like a flood
All this while it felt like I was stuck
Maybe it could've gotten better with more luck
I think I just enclosed myself in a bubble
Because you know, I hate trouble
I don't know, that's just how everything goes
Maybe one day you'll have another child who knows
I wanted to, it's just that I cannot
To let go of the past that I never forgot
I apologize that it's now you have to wait until
But let me make it clear that words do kill

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Written by : Dot at 6:03 PM