Part 1
I was going to the "hospital" for an appointment.
I walked for a long time, everywhere, but I could not find the entrance.
I was frustrated and tired and scared.
The venue was like, a mall?
It might be like Northpoint Mall or Causeway Point before the renovation in 2013.
I saw Aloysius at one point in time, while I was frantically trying to look for the entrance because I was late.
The appointment was at 4pm and I missed it altogether because I took too long.
When I finally found the room, there wasn't anyone there.
Adolphus was crying.
I wanted to rescue him.
Ms Neo was hiding, she was kneeling down somewhere.
I said stop, why are you torturing poor Adolphus?
She told me to not take him away.
She said I wasn't supposed to be there.
The room was strange. I don't recognise it.
It's the only room down a long corridor.
It's very white.
I remember, before finding it, the entrance was a bit like a library...
Part 2
There was a website.
It had details, my name, things like that.
I found it on a device, maybe a computer or a tablet. It seemed like my mom's.
I edited a section, "What do you want to be when you grow up?"
I wrote, "If I grow up I will become a terrorist or an alcholic.
I will totally destroy myself because if I cannot die, then I will die on my own terms."
I asked my mom for the password to that "site"? Or that particulars document, whatever it was. I said I had the right to.