today I thought i should like
not to trawl through 192
with every possible combination

it's been months

but

 

because on wednesday radio one made me cry

 

because on thursday i trashed my bedroom
when i couldn't get the top off a jar

 

because yesterday
i sat in #alt.suicide.holiday on irc for five hours
and didn't say a thing

 

everything's falling down again

 

and it wont stop raining

 

 

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