10:05pm.  i went to a u-ziq show over the weekend.  the people there were very nice and personal.  i fit in, an odd
feeling indeed.  everyone i talked to knew a little something about my music.  held many conversations about
relevant topics, creation gear, and favorite artists.  it was a night in paradise of sorts.  although i must say that being the "odd one" has its place in my life as well...and it's something i do not want to lose.  the experience was truly gratifying though...yet i wonder where all the bastions of people came from.  as i never see them in my daily life.  why is it that i must suffer like so?

8:24pm.  listening to bochum welt's version of "claire de lune"by Debussy.  there's something about heartstring
pulling classical music...and classical music in general that i find very comforting.  today was a day, like any other day, and that's a very general and ungratifying statement.  why can't i think of anything better to say?  words come at a loss for the moment.  therefore i should stop writing publicly and making a further arse of myself.