11:54 am.  i went to computer science lecture today and the desk i was sitting at had this engraved on it "Aphex
Twin -> do you have it in you?" to which i responded silently, "yes."  That was very odd, seeing someone carve
something like that into the desk.  It also means at one point during the history of the school, some student out of
millions enjoyed the same music as I do.  which was very odd...that means someone here was remotely interested in
something i was...odd.  before leaving class, i carved "i love rdj" into the desk, right below the old fragment.  forever
it shall reside there, until some other aphex loving student comes along and sits at that chair.  who knows, it could
be decades before that happens.  how sad it is.

8:39 pm.  anger resides in my veins.  spent an entire day watching anime.  angry that those are just fantasy lives,
ones that i cannot hope to lead.  never will i be able to pilot a ship in outer space, be some intergalactic bounty         hunter, or even have fun adventures when i never expected to have them.  all set to a highly amusing+fun musical soundtrack of course.  also in the fact that i keep seeing couples around campus.  whine whine, that's not so fair.  stop it, it makes me sad.  don't show your affection and make me think that i'm alone and unable to share any.  so that's why i'm angry.  i will beat you up if you (a) hold someone in public (b) kiss or makeout where i see you (c)
do anything relationship-py involved when i'm around.  be forewarned.  i don't want to see it, because i don't want to think about it.  got it?