first day home, contemplating good boredom oddly, the first night i'm at home i find myself writing something, where at school, nothing seemed to be worth writing about. for some reason, one of the first thoughts i had upon arriving was how i thought it would be enjoyable to have something to come home to. perhaps a significant other. with tim to be gone for two weeks, there's not much to look forward to, except the absense of school and possible lazy days. lately i've thought if i were to meet someone as shy or untalkative and introspective as me, we would get along well, even without anything in common. just to enjoy momentary company without conversation would be fine. of course, this is most likely due to watching too much anime, where most of the female characters i like tend to have a quiet dignity and self-assurance along with some sort of passionate reserve. that's not really a good way to describe it, but in order to understand you would have to watch anime as well.