1:09 am  i just keep living the same day over and over again.  i woke up, and cut my fingernail shaving.  i have done this before.  at least twice before.  it was unsurprising and actually rather expected, as i always hold the fear of cutting myself in high regard.  my college suitemate is some fratboy to be...i've noticed that there are hundreds of him here.  carbon copies, people who look exactly like him everywhere i turn.  just today i could have sworn that three different people were him, they all look so similar...i suppose conformity is highly stressed in such groups though.  i wonder what my doppleganger would be like.  i wonder if i could be friends with it, what it would look like.  but i'm a very large mixture of different qualities.  i think my doppleganger would be just as confused with things as i am.  i do not know at this point.  for that matter, what would the antimatter me be like?  the same, with just negative energy?  would he be the supervillain that i've always wanted to be?  i think it would be very interesting/nice to meet my alter egos.  too bad they can't all stop by for a visit now and then.  i'm going home this weekend.  once a month it seems like.  it should be a routine thing again, i'm not expecting much from home, except many diversions...which are very fun, but ultimately just filler in my otherwise 99% filler life.  i want some coffee.  i think everyone should aspire to be like me today.  keep that in mind when you wash up the next morning.