| 9:42 pm. i've had
a grade 'a' lousy day today. turned in my cs173 quiz essentially
the same way i got it, blank...
12:13 am. listening to if.then.else on the internal cd player. it is dark outside, and cold. i can feel it in here essentially, as there is no heat. i feel like the outside, emotions essentially torn out of me. i am angry and tired, and thus going to bed. 7:16 pm. it's been
a very monotonous weekend. i've essentailly sat here and done absoultey
nothing except kill my eyesight further by staring at this radioactive
computer monitor. done very little homework, but then again i don't
the studying continues unabashed,
except for this break which i am currently taking, a very extended break
of five
1:02 am i've gotten
quite a few cds lately. namely 11. i am enjoying them all.
finals are almost over and i couldn't be happier. i am hoping that
next semester will prove more enjoyable for me. aspen: are
you that retail snob? plays on the headphones, and i am thinking about
beauty. what it means to some people, and how others don't really
care, and others pervert it to odd lengths. it makes me depressed
just to think about how some are able to abuse something that should be
natural and unmolested, and shape/mold it into ultimately crude forms of
undeveloped lust. i feel that lust/desire is a very good thing, but
not when it is artificially contrived....the world...blech...
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