3:20 pm.  i have diagnosed the problem i have with doing homework as that when doing it, i tend to be very
introspective and think about things that i would normally not like to even consider.  anti-pondering.  u-ziq's
"lunatic harness" plays on the cd, track entitled "wannabe" very engrossing and if you understand the context,         rather universal.  i'm signed up for numerous lists on various topics of interest, talk to recording artists, and have
constantly ask online stores about rare cds...yet i get no email whatsoever...maybe about 4 a day...i want more...arrgghhh...i hate outlook express and its selfishness to me.  got an interesting picture from the radiohead website...it's of a little cartoon grim reaper..found it amusing.  well, time to start my calculus (optimization)
homework.  want to leave me some email?  go ahead.  i want to turn this page into a pull down menu with days, but i don't know the programming for it... 
5:34 pm.  calculus is annoying me very much, optimization must die.

3:56 pm.  not doing anything, my eyes are starting to hurt from staring so long at the computer monitor (3 hours straight) and doing the same for the past few days.  my addiction to this thing is relatively humiliating and possibly
one day i might get rid of it...who knows for sure.  this is the last time i'll be updating this page until at least midweek next week.  plenty of tests and the like this week.  i feel anxiety's cold grasp upon my insides.  well, i'm off to finish calculus homework and do that dreadful paper, so long.